Well I’m on vacation right now for a few days. It hasn’t ended up how I planned but I’m going to try and make the best of it. We’ve just been driving for the most part so nothing really to write about yet other than riding in the car is killing my back/leg. Speaking of that, I had an MRI yesterday so hopefully soon I’ll find out what is going on with that. I’m so tired of hurting all the time.

This past weekend was pretty fun. Friday night Susanna came to visit and we went with my parents and Ashley and Andy to dinner and to Billy Bob’s. It was alright, we sat on stage during the show which was pretty nice especially since for the most part I’m not a fan of Billy Bob’s. Saturday morning I had to work then I went to go get my Iphone fixed that had been broke for 3 days (fyi…not a fan of life without a phone) then I went back to have lunch with everyone. After I took a nap Susanna and I went to see “The Proposal” which was a great movie. Then we got home and got ready to go out.

We went to Woody’s to see Ryan James. It was his last full band show and there was no way I was going to miss that. Ryan has become one of my favorite people to see play and just hang out with. When we got there the opening band was just about to start so I got a drink and went to watch the Rangers game on TV. Talked with Ryan a bit and then waited for him to start. The show was great as usual, of course at one point he did have to talk about all the friends he has made on the road and all the good times. Sad…seriously I wanted to cry. He is happy about this so he kept reminding me that he would still do acoustic shows and write songs so that I needed to be happy. After the show ended…well that was interesting too. Not writing much about that, but there are some stations that just need to be resolved. Maybe now shows will not be as awkward as before…who knows.

Sunday I was suppose to go meet my dad for lunch at 11 for lunch and then go to his house for the rest of the afternoon. I made to lunch but I was not feeling so great so I went home after we ate and layed in bed most of the day. Sunday night I went to my grandparents and even though I was stil not feeling that great I had to go play with Dylan. Had a pretty good night and then went home and went to bed.

Monday, I worked then went to see my grandparents and Dylan. Tuesday is my day off but since I had a Doctors appointment, I got up pretty early. I went to lunch with Dad and Kenya after my MRI then came home to pack. We left around 2:30 and that is about it. We drove to Little Rock and stayed the night and we just made it to Nashville. Not sure what we are doing but I guess I’m going to get ready to do something.

Sometimes I want to move far away and never come back. I'm sure that will not make things better but I wish I knew why I'm never good enough. Uggh. Must. Sleep. Now.

"I'm barely holding on
My strength is all but gone
Just barely holding on
Save me from the fall
I don't want to lose it all
But I'm barely holding on"
~RJ

So much going on, so little time

Well, I'm back in Burleson. My stuff is pretty much in boxes with the exception of the few things I actually need. I think I've been busier since I've been back than I was in CS. Here is a little bit of what has been going on in my life.

~I have been working part time...really more like full time for my granddad at his vet clinic. Anyone that knows me knows that is not my ideal job. It is however a pretty good job for now and a little extra spending money. The best part is I get to spend most days with my grandparents

~Things with my uncle/grandparents/dylan are kinda crazy right now but for the most part everyone is good or as good as they can be. I try and at least go every other day and play with Dylan so my grandparents get a break and it has been a lot of fun, I'm exhausted though.

~I had a phone interview last week with a company in Addison that went really well and I have a second interview with the same company on Monday. I'm am really hoping something works out, it seems to be what I want to do and a pretty good company to work for.

~I hate that I've been back for a little over a week and really haven't got to spend much time with anyone. :( I did however go see Mel in Plano last weekend and we had a great time.

~So I've been having back/leg pains for about 3 months now. I hate doctors but finally decided to go. Still not sure what is wrong, possibly a nerve. So we are first going to try physical therapy for 2 weeks and see if that fixes it. If not I have to have an MRI done and possible go to a orthopedic doctor because there is a possibility that i have a problem with a disc in my lower back. I'm really just hoping it is not too serious and can be fixed, being in pain all the time is not fun.

~Nothing major planned for the weekend, possibly going to House of Blues Friday night to see Ryan Bingham with some friends I went to high school with, Saturday morning I'm working, and then Sunday I have to go help one of the ladies I worked with at A&M that is going to be in Fort Worth for the day. What happened to moving home, living off my parents, and getting to go out and have fun??? I'm just kidding, I chose to do all of this and really I couldn't be happier. Okay, that's a lie but it is what it is so I guess I'll make the best of it.

I really don't know if anyone actually reads this, but just in case I just thought I would give you an update. Really though, my life is pretty boring and repetitive.