I try not to make decisions quickly. I try to think of all the possible outcomes before committing to things. I hate failure. I mean I guess no one really likes to fail, but I have a hard time committing to things because I'm afraid I will notsuccessful. One day things seem to be going well, and then the next day things seem to be completely falling apart. I take chances and then they don't seem to work out the way I wanted...or at all. So then I begin to question why I take chances at all. I could have stayed where I was and been okay, but I wanted something better. Now I'm at a point that I don't know what to do. For the time being I guess I will just live life and see what happens because I don't think I have any other options.