Coming home at 3am two nights in a row...

Sometimes I missed it all and as much fun as this weekend was, I could not go back to that life. Friday night Mel got into town, we had dinner and went up to the show. It was awkward at first, but things were okay. Either things were going to be good or things were going to be bad...I'm glad that they were okay because honestly that was what we all needed. When we got in to Harry's everyone kind of split up between tables and some people went to the front of the stage. Mel and I decided to sit at a table and ended up hanging out with Kayla and Bri most of the night. My friend Emily ended up coming later and that was fun as well. I spent way too much money and drank more than I probably should have, but you live and learn. I do however remember the entire night and I was not sick the next morning. I think the few shots Kayla and I took together may have been a little much but I guess once in like a year I can go out and have a little fun. I remember the boys playing, but honestly we were all talking and not paying attention. The few songs that we did pay attention too were somewhat weird and awkward, but again things were okay. After the show ended, Mel and I went home. We didn't hang around and talk to anyone because it was way too crowded. We got back to my apartment and went to sleep. For some unknown reason we both woke up at 8 and got ready and spent the day shopping and eating lunch. Then we went to Bri's to hang out and Kayla and Devan also came over. We stayed there for awhile then went to dinner and came home. At this point we were tired so we were just going to watch a movie and go to bed. Well..thank our phones rang and Bri and Kayla convinced us to go out. We didn't do much just went to Northgate and hung out. I slept very well last night then we got up this morning and Mel let to drive back to Plano. Now I'm just laying around my apartment trying to understand all that has happened. I have a little homework/studying to do so eventually thats the plan. So that was my weekend...and here are just some random thoughts.

~I don't miss drama
~It was a fun weekend, but I don't intend to make a habit of it
~I found out something that I always knew was true...and I guess it just gave me more of a peace of mind
~I'm glad Kayla and are "okay" I was tired of not being able to be around her without things being weird.
~Moving really was the best thing I ever did
~They all were my friends at some point for a reason...and it was nice to be around them for a little while
~I still really do care...but I've also learned how to deal with everything.
~I'm ready to go back to school and work...i like my life being calm