I knew this was going to hurt....

I guess I just hoped things would work out better. I knew from the beginning that i shouldn't have gotten involved but instead I went against what I knew was right. Now I'm the one hurt and I'm pretty sure that you don't care. I guess I just don't understand how things can go from talking everyday to not talking at all. I want my friend back, and now that is not ever going to happen. The more I think about this, I did nothing wrong. You have hurt so many people, some who don't even know that you hurt them and i don't think you even care. I'm not letting you make me feel like this anymore. I'm done....I miss talking to you, I miss your advice, I miss just hanging out but its not worth me being unhappy and stressed anymore. I don't have the strength to tell you this right now, but maybe one day i will or maybe not. I would like to think that one day this can all be in the past and I can have my friend back, but I can't change how you are so I just have to change how I've been acting and let things work themselves out.