This has been a crazy week and honestly not in the way I expected. Not getting in to detail about everything, but here are some random thoughts.

~I'm ready to graduate...I think...okay maybe I'm not. I'm scared.

~I HATE not having my life "planned" out. I have a job until the end of May...and then I don't. I haven't been without a job in years. Again, I'm scared.

~Music makes me happy, but music also makes me sad. Tonight is one of those nights that every song makes me cry.

~Sometimes I wish I could just go to a show, listen to music, and not have to deal with anything else. Sometimes I hate the whole being friends with the band thing. So maybe that doesn't make sense...but to a few of you it does. I'm still not happy about it, I know I should get over it, but seriously, I didn't deserve that.

~La Cienega still makes me smile.

~I meant what I said and I'm sorry. You can choose to believe what you want, but it was sincere.

~No plans this weekend, okay I have 2 5-10 page papers to write. Let's see if they get done. Maybe I'll just go home.

~I may be keeping Dylan some this summer during the day if I don't get a job. I seriously don't know whats going on there. Another one of those things that scares me and that I really can't talk about. I know it will all work out, but sometimes I wonder.

~15 days till graduation...31 days until I move home.