I'm sad. I'm not going to lie. My apartment is empty, my stuff is in storage, and I'm spending my last night in college station sleeping on my floor with a blanket and pillow. I've cried just about every day for a week. I'm crying now and can't stop. As much as I said I was ready to graduate and move, I wasn't. I don't know what I'm doing with my life and I hate it. I feel like everything I've known for 4 years is all of the sudden ending. I've managed to survive the ups and downs of college so I'm sure this isn't any different, but right now it sucks.

"And it's such a scary place to be, Everything is in between, And i don't know where to go from here, In the end i see it's all up to me, To figure out where i should be, I'm gonna find a way from here"