I have all the time in the world right now so I'm not really sure why I haven't updated this thing other than my life is pretty boring at the moment.

I did get to spend some time with some of my friends and family the past few weeks, but other than that I work and sometimes dance. I would like to say my "jobs" are great right no but that might be a bit of a lie. The Hilton job is what is paying the bills at the moment. It is not my favorite job in the world, but I don't hate it. I guess that is a positive. The dance job. My dream job. Well, it is what it is right now. It's summer and we still don't have very many students, but I am teaching 3 classes a week and absolutely love it. It unfortunately isn't enough hours to make a living right now. Maybe one day it will be, maybe it won't. I at least have another job right? Here's the deal, if you ask me about the dance job I'll tell you, I don't mind advice about it either but in the end this  is my decision. Not everyone gets their dream job and can make a living doing what they love. I'm doing what I have to do right now to make this work. If it never amounts to anything, at least I tried. No, I don't have a lot of extra money to spend right now, but I can pay bills and afford to live. Not that anyone that reads this blog...or anyone at all because I honestly don't know who reads my blog thinks this but its something that has been bothering me for awhile.


I'm not going to lie and say I am perfectly happy with everything but things are okay. I like living by myself, but being in a new town with no friends kinda sucks. I'm not the most social person in the world, but lately I've had nothing to do and I've been bored. The last few months have gone from being busy all the time and not having much time to sleep, to having my afternoons free with nothing to do. I've been working on my photography stuff, working out, swimming and reading books, but that only keeps me occupied for so long. Maybe when summer is over things will get better. Maybe they won't. I have a lease here until June so I guess I'm going to have to figure something out.


Sorry for the somewhat depressing post. That wasn't my intention at all. Maybe I'll write something happy tomorrow.