It's a Thursday night, I have nothing to do tomorrow until 2:30 yet I'm home doing nothing. To be honest this isn't what I wanted to be doing but I really didn't have anything else to do. Wait, I didn't have anyone to do something with. There is nothing wrong with staying home, but that seems to be all I do now. I actually have time to go out and do things but I just don't. I always said if I found a good job here in CS I would stay, but to be honest I don't want to be here anymore. I don't know that moving is really going to help but at least I'll be around my family or the few friends I do have. I'm going to Burleson for the weekend because honestly I don't want to be here for 3 days by myself. I don't get anything accomplished when I don't have plans. So if you want to know the real reason I'm going to be working 3 jobs on top of school this semester its because I want to keep myself busy. I don't want to have time to remember that I don't have friends to do things with here. I remember last summer saying I didn't want my senior year at A&M to be like my senior year of high school but that is exactly what has happened.